He was only one.. he was unique in nature…
He was special in what he did.. He was different from all others..
He was the kindest of all people.. He never lied, he never fought with others...
He was full of energy, full of life…
He was knowledgeable and superior to all others in what he did…
He had a wonderful heart that loved all people, cared for all people, wished the best for all people with no hatred inside…
He was innocent in everything he did.. He was shy like a baby.. At the same time he was popular wherever he went…
He was the best.. He was the best friend to all.. He was the thinking mind with all the solutions…
He was the heart full of love, full of warmth…
He had dreams with no end.. He was ambitious to the extreme.. He spoke of his future plans..
He spoke of the time of his marriage.. how the woman of his dreams would be.. he spoke of how many children he wanted…
He told me what he would teach them as a father, as a friend.. he wanted his boys to be athletes from the age of three…
He wanted the best out of life.. he loved everything beautiful.. he loved everything being different…
He was adventurous.. he was fun…
All people loved to be around him.. he had a wonderful sense of humor.. he would put a smile on everyone’s face, even if from inside he felt pain…
If ever he was unhappy, he would not show it.. he would sit alone, and not go out.. friends would call, he would not answer.. he would stay home in bed, watching movies.. he would search the web.. he would listen to his favourite music.. he would talk to his mom.. he would share his thoughts with his dad.. he would tease his sister…
He would show his baby heart.. he would show his innocent look.. he would show his unique smile…
He was young in age, but was old from inside, because he suffered for years.. he tried hard to achieve the best.. he wanted his family to be proud.. he was away for many years, but would come back to his home…
We would wait for his presence by the day, by the hour, & by the second.. his returns were always not enough, were always short, were always in a rush to leave…
He never wanted to leave.. he never wanted to go back.. he was tierd from that place.. he wanted to come back forever, and never look back on his painful years…
He tried so hard to stay, to live forever next to his family…
At the end he couldn’t try hard anymore.. he got tierd.. got tierd of running with no end.. got tierd of trying with no reward…
God is above all.. God does what is impossible for any human being to imagine…
God has chosen to take him & not others.. God knows he was tierd.. God knows he needed to rest.. He knew he could no longer handle it anymore…
God took him.. He was gone.. Gone to his fate…
He was always with us even when he left on such short notice.. And he will always be with us till life ends…
His presence is always there with me.. His smile is always in my head.. His voice is always in my ears.. His looks are always ahead of me…
All what he loved to do.. I want it to continue.. All what he used to say.. I will continue to remember it…
The path he wanted so much to continue, but was never able to reach.. I will continue his way.. I will take his steps.. I will learn from what he did.. I will learn from what he said…
He left behind wonderful memories that will stay with me for life…
He was the best, He was the mind, He was the wonderful heart, He was the innocent look, He had the cutest smile, He was everything..
He was the leader of all others, He was the 1 & Only, Hamada, My Only Brother…
Dated: June 2003
U broke my heart all over again, he is everything u said he is and much much more. I will carry him in my heart 4ever and the ache of missing him will never go away.... I love u hamada and will always cherish u in my heart till the minute we meet habibi, miss u dearest of all......
ReplyDeleteI know its always painful as the days go by and never gets easier at all Tina..i know how you feel and how much you miss him just like we all do..and always will..forever will remain in our hearts..and through every day we live to...i miss him always and long to see him one more time like u said...i appreciate talking and sharing all this with you as much as its so painful...thank you for being here sis..xxx
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